I sit in this chair that isn't mine and wonder
What if this is all there is?"
Maybe I'll always be sitting on some loveseat all alone, thinking of someone to occupy the space next to me. Maybe I'll find someone to depress those cushions, but now all i have are my thoughts and this borrowed seat.
I play with my hair. Pick at my watch. Wonder what i'll become. Maybe I'll always be this pretentious cliche hipster who's never had a latte, but the stereotype still fits.
My back feels as stiff as hard plaster. I feel as tired and slow as a soldier returning from war.
I can't think lucidly enough to write.
I blame it on the lethargy
Which I blame on the depression
Which I, in turn
blame on the girl.
-Allison
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i checked it today (1/16/04) and i'm 117. very respectable. i mean it's pretty good for some random nerdy chick.
holy fuck. i just checked it today(12/23/04) and I'm now #30. wow, i'm actually in the top 50. jeezum crow. Thanks to everyone who thinks my thoughts are worth reading.
(6/8/05) #18?! what the fuck? I can't believe it's that high. i know it doesn't really mean anything, but that's fucking awesome.
my fucklist. what a great idea. oh i need to add candice from upick live on nickelodeon to this list. She is so hot during the breaks in Spongebob Squarepants episodes.
Allison's worship page. Basically just a list of things that I worship. It was Jessica's idea. (last updated 10/6/03)
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woohoo! on 10/16/03 I had my 1000th visitor to this site. kick ass.
i added this counter on 5/7/03 because i just like the graphic